What do I want

When someone asks me what I want for my birthday, I am seriously considering saying *a boyfriend*. Heee....nah, not seriously considering it....I just really would like to say that....but I would never. Although, the way I feel towards my mother at the moment, I might just say that to her....It is a little mean I know...not proud of the feeling....

Hmmmm...I am thinking of posting a picture of me when I was in middle high school (not sure which, will have to see if I can find out when it was taken). The one problem is that my dad took it...and he did not and still doesn't believe in digital cameras *palm to face*. Don't ask me why, I have noooo idea. So, I will need to take a picture of a picture, with my digital camera, so the quality will probably be crappy. Okay, I lied, there is more than one problem....I looked weird and geekish (still do), I had hhhuuuuuggge glasses...and I had no fashion sense...there was no real reason for me to worry or even think about those kinds of things.....during that period in my life....