Hiiiieeeeeesessss!!!!
Ya know, I want to post something here..just because. Someone told me something a few days ago...that
really made me realize that I know what want. So I should just go for it. What I am you waiting for.
I posted below what he told me. I have no idea if you will read this, but if you do,

                               Thank You. 


It is something so simple, but it seemed that it needed to be said to me.

just dont worry so much about other ppl

be yourself

and be happy for you

not for the rest

just for you

and if you get to be happy ppl will se you happy

and youll find someone who understands you and loves you for who you are

stop posing , be yourself, and let the others rot

dont worry so much

and dont be so harsh with yourself

you know

in economics

i learned a concept

called the sunk cost

everything in your past is done

you cant change it

so looking back at those "sunk costs" will make you take bad decitions in the present

just stop for a second

forget about the past

and think about the future how you want it to be

and go for it

past is past

leave all your anger and sadness behind

your past wont change no matter how much you try to explain it and get meaning of it

its caput

sunk costs are retrospective (past) costs that have already been incurred and cannot be recovered

what you did in the past is history

live for the present and future

Traditional economics proposes that an economic actor not let sunk costs influence one's decisions, because doing so would not be rationally assessing a decision exclusively on its own merits.

This also goes out to all of you fabulous guys. Thankies for your words and support (you all know who you are). Even when I probably sounded like I was making too much out of something small/little.